Well, then.

Today, after reading blogs all day instead of doing my homework (I had a really bad headache, okay?) I decided that clearly I need a blog.

Now, this is not to say that I’m new to the world of blogging! Oh, no. I’ve had several blogs in the past, they just… Never got updated. Quite sad really. I plan to break that pattern by actually updating this one on a somewhat regular basis.

Really! I am!

Anyhow, a bit about myself. My name is Torako, or at least that’s what you’re going to know me as. There are a lot of people who are important in my life, but I need to think of codenames for them. I suppose I can just call them by their online names for now… I have a girlfriend, Neona or N30na, who is very dear to me but infinitely more 1337 than I could ever aspire to be. I have a sort-of-boyfriend, who I think goes by the names of Firefly09td or Firelife on this series of tubes we refer to as the interwebz. He is good at making videos and until recently had adorable fluffy pink hair. But he cut it off. The other important person in my life who has an online persona is Nrot/Chroniclinux, who may or may not still be considered to be dating me, I think not. We never “officially” broke up though, and given the fluid nature of my relationships (everyone loves everyone else) I’m not sure it really matters.

But about me. I am 18 years old and genderqueer, although when asked I identify myself as female and use female pronouns, so for all/most intents and purposes I am female. I am attending my freshman year of college… I am a Computer Science major and I can code at least to an extent in Visual Basic, C++, and C#. Well, and HTML but I mean, everyone knows HTML. Oh and I’ve played with CSS, and I can read Java, and I used to know a bit of ActionScript, and um… Oh, Neona once helped me write a program in bash, but it was really just “hello world” with more obscenities. Which, of course, we left up on the screen (which happened to be the television) because we’re just classy like that.

I’m getting off the subject here. Me. I’m introducing myself. Yes…

I have been diagnosed with ADD and Scoliosis, although I strongly suspect that I also have Asperger’s Syndrome, Bipolar, Depression, and possibly some form of Fibromyalgia. I also have diagnosed myself (as no doctor could diagnose it really) with BIID, or Body Integrity Identity Disorder. Basically, it means that my brain and my body don’t match up. My body is able-bodied (mostly) but my brain thinks it is paraplegic (although it’s not quite sure what level). My BIID is unusual in that most people know exactly where it is, but I don’t. I think it’s because very few people figure out what’s going on as early as I did. I have known about this since I was 16 years old.

Anyhow, that’s enough about me I think. I have class in 5 hours and should probably try to get some sleep before then. Night night!

8 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Catcher~
    Nov 22, 2010 @ 14:18:24

    Oh, Torako-chan~ *Laughs* I can call you chan right, even if you are older than me~? Eh, /sempai/ just, blarg~ Either way, updation is always good, just make sure you do your homework also! Don’t be like me and forget, wait till the last moment, and than nap~ Ah, kitty, kitty~ We are both kitty kitties~! Anyway… Just write about what ever comes to mind, it can be the color of your wall to how funny your math teacher may look upside-down, as long as it makes you /happy/~ Nya? ❤ ~Catcher


  2. Torako
    Nov 22, 2010 @ 14:23:54

    my walls are an unexciting beige colour, i’m not sure you really want to hear about them XD

    thanks though, catcher-chan :3


  3. Catcher~
    Nov 22, 2010 @ 14:32:05

    *Laughs gently* Beige, sounds more fun than my bleak white walls. *Pokes wall*
    I am just doing my job of being a random fluffball of stuff~ ❤


  4. WildKat
    Nov 22, 2010 @ 20:44:28

    Sounds like your blog will be interesting. That’s for sure! I was born blind (because of a condition where parts of my brain are literally missing), and with Cerebral Palsy then had a SCI in 2004. I just came across the link to your blog on a friend’s website.

    I think this is the first time I heard the term “genderqueer”. Do you mind explaining exactly what you mean? I have friends who are gay, lesbian and even inter-sexed, but I never heard that term before.


  5. Torako
    Nov 22, 2010 @ 21:47:10

    hey wildkat. genderqueer means that i don’t particularly consider myself one gender or the other.


  6. dingoidiantheory
    Nov 23, 2010 @ 17:54:09

    Your semi-boyfriend now has is blog set up (look at my website) talk soon.


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