I… I’m going to have a stepdad and a stepbrother. It’s official.

I’m not sure what to think of that… I mean, I knew it was coming, but just not so… right now! So! That’s… Uh… Wow.

I finally got SecondLife working, by the way. I got a wheelchair for my avatar! I really hope I can find people there who don’t hate me for who I am… Sometimes they’re hard to come by, you know. One time, I told someone on IRC what was bothering me and why “finding Jesus” or whatever he was saying wouldn’t help, and he called me creepy… That make me really sad.

I wish I could just be myself, without being afraid. But there are so many hateful people in the world who wouldn’t understand that I didn’t choose this. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t transabled, but often I realize that if I wasn’t transabled, I don’t think I’d really be me.

I’m stating the semi-obvious now… I’d better go to bed before I start stating the very very obvious — oh look, the walls are beige. There’s a dent in the wall. (Oh no, I’m already too late!)

Maybe I’ll think of a real post tomorrow, at a decent time so I’m not completely exhausted…


I have been informed that I have to write something.

I don’t want to write.

I want to play SecondLife.

But I can’t, because they won’t let me onto the adult grid! I’m stuck in the teen grid, which is BORING.


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